this week has been one long dark, gloomy mood. other than work drama there's not much to keep me so down, so i guess its just a natural mood swing. tonight i'm here alone, with the smell of coffee floating through the apartment because, even though i went to the Y tonight and burned a bunch of calories, coffee is my comfort drink, and the caffeine might help the pounding headache that resonates over my left eye. i put my pajamas on a long time ago, but even the slightest thing keeps me from getting comfortable. earlier it was my hair... it stayed damp from the sweat of my workout for hours, making my head unaturally cold. i tried pulling it in a ponytail, laying it loose over my shoulders in waves, and finally i settled on braided pigtails, characteristic of the bratty and restless child that i am tonight.
i don't want anyone to do anything unless its my idea and done my way. no one can do or say anything right, and at the moment i think i'm the smartest, most competent person on earth. bow.
brad was planning on coming in town tonight, but my phone is turned off so the chances of getting to see him are slim. trent is back home too, and i'd love to see him, but the same problem arises. and finally, i read on winter's journal that she's over at acme, but i can't call her and suggest that she come over after, nor can i walk over there because there's a downpour outside and i just got warm. so my fate is sealed, i'm here with the woo pug. we'll drink coffee, read my retarded book, and watch re-runs of the Lword.
wooooooooooo.